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"PUT HIM IN THE FUCKING BATHROOM."

Sun Aug 30, 2009, 1:38 AM
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Reading: Insomnia - Stephen King
  • Watching: A bronx Tale
I want to ask if anybody else has gone/is going through this phase?

I'm very scared for myself. Every time I feel a pain I know something's wrong with me.
I really feel like something is going to happen to me, something very bad, it's overwhelming.
I get so scared that I can't eat or sleep. I feel like throwing up a little bit now, from worry.

It's been like this for a little while now.
A few weeks.
I feel okay if people are around me... So I can't think about me.
But I've had such a long time to just THINK... I see how there's every plausible way I could die at any moment. I mean, who is going to prevent it?
People die every day, teenagers, children, even, and I don't even know of them.

Who would really try to prevent me from dying?
Doctors don't care, I can't even have the flu now that this Swine Flu is spreading.

I don't know.

I've already had an anxiety attack, pretty badly, for the first time over this, and wow, those fucking suck.

Anyway, anyone else?
Please help me.

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  • Interests: Drawing, injesting unborn fetuses, and spinning around in my chair.
  • Favourite movie: Boys Don't Cry and Silent Hill.
  • Favourite band or musician: Mindless Self Indulgence, Incubus, Filter, Stolen Babies, and The Postal Service.
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative.
  • Favourite artist: Jhonen Vasquez
  • Favourite photographer: Alyssa
  • Favourite style of art: I fancy that relistic-yet cartoony look.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
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  • Skin of choice: The kind that fits me and eats the souls of people.
  • Favourite game: Guitar hero
  • Favourite gaming platform: Playstations.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
  • Personal Quote: I'm a mushroom cloud-laying mother-fucker, mother fucker.
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:icontheraven-lenore:
we never talk anymore D:> I miss youz

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:iconnouta777:
D8 I miss you tooz. :[

You should fukken call me.

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:iconbernouilli:
thanks for the fav. I hope you find other stuff of mine that you like. I like your style!
:iconartemis911:
Hey, I finally found you! can you help me with this da thing? I don't know how i'm supposed to get people to see my things? also, nice stuff, man, you've imprved alot since... what... 2002? xD
:iconnouta777:
Well, you start by getting an icon. lol.
Uh..
I can get you started by posting your URL on my journal or something but I think you might get recocgnition just by having sent me a comment, a little.

Also, I saw your pics, they's cool, you've definately gotten better at drawing humans, that's for sure.

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Fan: Where would the series go if Johnny adopted Squee?
Jhonen: It wouldn't. Hah, The End.
:iconchaoticdrakness:
I just faved a bunch 'o' stuff. Nice work. But i'm still gonna steal Jhonen *points at Id* btw that inspired me right there to make and ID like that X}

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:iconnouta777:
oooh let me see it when you're done

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Fan: Where would the series go if Johnny adopted Squee?
Jhonen: It wouldn't. Hah, The End.
:iconchaoticdrakness:
Alright, but it'll be a while >_<

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:iconlolacraven:
Hey there =)
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on [link] :hug:

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:iconmaxaroni5:
SOMEHOW YOU GOT DELETED FROM MY WATCH LIST.

WHYYYY?

I BLAME THE IRS.

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